It reads "Mae san, why never update blog?"
Just for you (: I will blog.
Something odd happened today, before evening prayers started in our temple this evening, i suddenly felt very downcast and my mood became melancholic. For whatever reason, i'm not sure.
I was of course superbly overjoyed at the sight of our new temple and our wooden Joju-Gohonzon but my life condition today was a little on the wobbly side.
Anyway, what was important was that 'sad' moment of mine made me decide to CUT MY HAIR! hahaha :) Which was really a wise thing to do considering how much my hair's been looking like a bush these days. hehe!
After cutting thy hair, i reflected on that sudden sad moment (haha, being dramatic) and realised that probably i had been very self-centred in my thinking and thoughts these days. It was all about me me me and me.
Dwelling on trival matters of the heart. Dreading the day i leave Singapore. Lamenting about how much i miss school and all the gibberish about missing the intellectual environment of school. Meandering through my days in boredom and refusing to do any productive.
**Dang** the above has been what i have been doing these days.
How frigging irresponsible i have been leading my life like that?
No more irresponsible living from tomorrow onwards.
I'm disappointed with myself.
How did i like myself become so narrow-minded?
I'm looking forward to my brand new day with my brand new HAIRCUT. hahaha!! :D
Hopefully, i can keep my hair looking like that for many days to come. (: YA YA! I know! Its definite HIGH TIME for a change yeah peeps :)yes. And everything commences now.
Fighto!
