Every relationship can't always go the way u expect it to, that i know.
But why the feelings of sadness and unfairness..
Maybe because, i dislike waiting for him time and again..
Maybe because, i always wonder what to do whilst waiting for him to knock off from work..
Maybe because, i know i am losing precious sleep staying up waiting for a phone call from him ..
Maybe because, i've spent too much time just waiting.
Myabe because, it seems i have to sacrifice more than he does..
Maybe because, he is doing more talking than acting..
Maybe because, i'm so tired of the stoopid competition from so many other girls and ex-es in his life..
or maybe because, i am just not confident enough and i am just too demanding.
maybe?
i don't know.
but i know its tiring to wait till 2am for one to knock off from work.
every single night..
what is this?
stupidity. just plain stupidity.
i am stupid.
