Hoi ^^

what does one say in one's first blog entry? Should i start off with a brief introduction of myself? ha! better not, will bore u all to death. Fine, since i am here, i had better reason why i am here!

Well, firstly, i like to attribute it to the fact that i am talkative. HA! understatement. I am super talkative. I am very excitable by nature (don't think dirty Casse - :) ) and i talk alot - not necessarily very sensible things but fun nonetheless (thats what i like to think la)

If i'm quiet, there is either something very wrong with YOU (*sniggers) or i'm just plain tired. :) More often than not, its not me, its you *evils.

i shall not digress.

Okay, so i have alot of things to purge out of myself therefore this blog. However, i refuse to sound so shallow henceforth, more importantly, i believe that by keeping a blog i will be able to improve my calibre of the english language and write coherently and be more effective in bringing my point across to people. Now, don't that reason sound more noble than the stated above? :)

Right, actually my main impetus of this blog is to tell YOU and YOU and YOU YOU YOU about whats going on with my life. Not that i think that people will be interested to know about me and my mundane life, but i hope by knowing that people i love are reading about me will help alleviate any lonliness and displacement i might feel when i am away in China and Japan.

I have never been away from my loved ones for so long - my religion, family and my friends. Gosh, as much as i like to think i am independent, most often, reality proves me wrong.

As much as i hate to admit it, I am what Takeo Doi and all adults deadpan as being AMAE: reliance and dependence on the love and warmth of others. I believe all of us are, but sometimes, the thought of losing someone in my life scares me so much that it scared me into wanting to do something about it.

To do what about it, i don't know, but i'll take one step at a time, see the world experience the outside of my incubator and then come home and be a more valuable person. Hopefully, a wiser and more mature person.

It breaks my heart to leave Singapore when the time comes, when everything single damn thing i love and love and love is here. Even the thought of it now breaks me. See how AMAE i am! :P

So, this blog will be a little home-coming for me.

so, a good hello to you reading this, if you are, you are probably one the reason why i keep this blog alright. (^-^)/~

I'll give anything to hug anyone of you then :)